I was a ball of nerves for weeks before Lucy’s birthday. I felt really paralyzed. There were heaps of laundry, a messy house and unproductive days. When we got to the other side of it, I was not feeling much…
One Year
Two days ago, Lucy would have turned one year old if she was still here with us. I had been dreading this day for months, scared of what it would feel like. I don’t want her and the memories of…
Maternity Style // A Blouse
Shirt: ASOS (similar) // Jeans: Hudson // Boots: Shi by Journeys (similar here and here) // Hat: Madewell (similar) // Necklace: Madewell (similar) // Bracelet: Giles & Brother Remember how I told you that I think ASOS has great maternity clothes?…
Dark Closets
I would assume that almost no one loves confrontation, but some of us seem to be wired to be more equipped to deal with it than others. I choose my battles but tend to be a pretty confrontational person. I…
Maternity Style // A Graphic Tee
Shirt: H&M (similar) // Cardigan: Target // Jeans: H&M (similar) // Boots: Minnetonka // Necklace: Madewell (similar) // Bracelet: Madewell (similar) I love the bits of color and the comfort in this casual outfit. I got this graphic tee because it…
Maternity Style // A Blazer
Blazer: Jenni Kayne (similar here and here) // Shirt: Target // Pants: H&M // Boots: Madewell // Bag: Nordstrom // Bracelets: Alex & Ani Sometimes it just feels good to add a pop of color into an outfit. I really like…
Where I Shop While Pregnant
Shirt: Free People // Pants: H&M // Shoes: Matt Bernson // Handbag: Joy Gryson // Bracelets: Alex & Ani I really like fashion and have liked it for as long as I can remember. I enjoy being able to express myself…
January
Is it really 2015? I can barely believe it. Christmas was difficult because there should have been a little girl in our arms, likely peeling back wrapping paper for the first time in her life. I am sure that her…
Yesterday I Was Nervous For Today
Yesterday, I never changed out of my pajamas. I went to bed last night in the same purple and pink stripes that I woke up in and my fuzzy slippers never left my feet. I had streaks of makeup on…
Nine Months
It has been nine months since we said hello and see you again someday to Lucy. The 28th of each month brings on a deeper sadness for me than all of the other days. I think of her constantly and…
I Was Wrong
Today I am going to cut straight to the point. I am here to tell you that I was wrong. Right after we lost Lucy, I would hear about pregnant friends and see a lot of baby bump photos, pregnancy…
Pregnancy & Infant Loss Remembrance Day
Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. We are joining with others across the world who are also missing their little ones. Everyone has been invited to light a candle at 7pm, in all time zones, and let it…
